Let me first say I hope everything goes well and you get better ASAP!!!
Um, well, what i do to kill time is listen to music on my ipod, all day...i love music, for me it relieves stress, its wonderful...but if thats not for u then id say maybe bring something in to read, like a horror or suspense, a book that you wont want to put down, just go to Barnes & Noble and pick a book from the horror section that looks appealing, u wont know if you like it until you start reading it! (i love books, too) what else, yeah, if you have a PSP or Gameboy or something like that then there you go (but that can be boring if you beat the freakin games, like me) or you can draw, i like to draw (but i cant) lol...i suck, im not an artist but i just draw what im feeling....or dance, (to the music you might be listening to) again, i suck at dancing, im not a dancer but you just move to the beat...right?? maybe??......ok maybe not...or...SING THE DAMN SONG...i can sing...(yes, one thing i can do)
or....talk to someone about your dreams...i do that w/ my mom a lot...we just start saying thing that we hope will one day happen and wish for the best...and for one moment we get this feeling of pure happiness b/c we really, truely believe that it will happen.......then we get slapped in the face w/ reality! (but that one moment is like a high, its wonderful, and this a save high)
there are so many things you can do...if you want to go outside and kick a damn tree b/c ur so damn bored then go kick the damn tree...lol...or write stupid sh*t on paper (i do that a lot, i find myself bored too...really bored...really.....really bored)
there ya go! stuff to do! hope i helped!
hehehe....
-joel (im also 17, and im an idiot as you can see by the way i type...yeah...total idiot...but cool!)